I thought I would write quickly to let you know that I am still around. School and life has been keeping my busy. Yes, as yesterday’s mention that I am now cataract free as of last Thursday, I am so happy to be able to see. Having dealt with cataracts for seventeen years I have forgotten how important it was for a person to see so well. Yes, I can se well now if you want me to compare the last five years of seeing what I did see but really didn’t in the past week! It is like I have gained a second sight and I can not say more. Even though I have dealt with the right eye being cataract free for the past five years, it sure pays to be able to see with both eyes today. I regret not having my eyes done sooner and closer together in time. I have no idea why I waited five years to have my left eye done. I am just glad to have both eyes now cataract free.
School and life have taken a lot of my time indeed but I do still do my best o find time to write in my thoughts when I feel important. I am still here and there are no plans to leave here at this time. I have been very serious about my education from day one since I became a student at University of Phoenix online classes and it does sometimes make me feel drained and lost in a whole dkfferent world. As a matter of fact I have had very little contact with a few of my friends here in town because I have been super duper busy. I have become busy and intend to stay busy because staying idle is not me anymore.
On Thursday, August 17th, I had my left eye cataract removed and so my eyesight has been restored. I can see once again. I can see words going across the computer without any blur or haze. I realized, with this surgery, waited too long for my eyes to be cataract free. Seventeen years is too long because I forgot in those years how important it was too see or how good it is to be able to see!
I had received a letter from my so-called friend MW/MC yesterday and believe me…I would not have opened up the letter if I had a return address but the return address was not on there! I had read only a few words of a two page letter and ripped it up without giving it a second thought. My so-called friend had told me that she had a lot of things to deal with in her life and I just felt uncomfortable immediately. I feel that my friend is living a soap opera life of love, hate, deceit. betrayal, and other problems. I have watced two weeks of One Life to Live and Days of Our Lives to see and feel the “crap” that has been going on there. I feel betrayed and hurt by MW/MC not because of he fact that she hurt my best friend RC but the fact that she hurt me in the process. Her actions to fight for RC to pay for her doctor bills, her attorney bills (she had filed for divorce to RC), and wants her car back has got me questioning MW/MC stability and commitments in the emotional department and I personally cannot get involved anymore as she has done this before. If she has had so many problems in her life that has driven her to fear and negativity, then why doesn’t she go to a counselor to work things out? What she does is not my problem but her action to call me and write a letter in place of a phone call, has gotten me a lot mad!
I did pass my last class, Corporate Finance 320, with a C+. The class itself was difficult but worth the learning exp;erience. Am I ok with it? Yes, I am ok with it because of the difficulty of the class and the emotional and physical pain or troubles I went through. I know it is late, but lately I have been staying up late giving myself time away from school.
Now, as of August 8th, I am in a classing titled Acc330 – Accounting for Decision-Making… So far so good.