I wish I could write more but I am so tired. I am going to go to bed shortly. I wanted to say good night to my DD friends quickly and say thanks to Alaina for her comment on the “I did it” entry I had written not too long ago. I have received a phone call from JJO the following day after she had screamed and hollered at me behind KW while KW was trying to talk to me but I did not except her call or intercept it at all – not even wanting to ever speak to her again. I had every right to write that letter to her because JJO had gotten me angry for the very last time and our friendship is no more and I intend not to ever have a relationship with her again. She has proven to still be a liar and unstable in emotions which I can no longer be a part of as I have my own emotions to deal with on a regular basis. I will write more!
Monthly Archives: April 2006
Just A Journal Entry
I have two best friends, MW and RC who are seeing each other after I introduced the two of them to each other a few weeks ago. I am so very happy for them and I am also excited about their relationship. I will have to write more later about this another day. I do ohave to admit that I have been very busy and not writing in my journal as much as I wou;d of I was not real busy. I feel I have a life beyond my apartment and computer now. I have RC and his dog Molly, MW, RC’s girlfriend, and school, and family.
So much has been going on for the past several weeks of my life that has been so good. I have, of course, run into snags from time to time, but those snags have been overpowered by the good things in life. I have passed my first Financial Accounting course with a C+ and now, almost a week later as of Tuesday, started my second Financial Accounting class and the first week seems to be proving to a very good one. But school is not the only thing that has been the best part of the past few weeks. Do you want to know? Ok, here it goes!
I DID IT!
Well, what I did is not anything to really brag about but I will be short and sweet. Anyway, I had written a note to a friend of mine, who just might not ever speak to me again, but honestly, this letter was a long time needed type of note. I had to tell my friend JJO that I was getting frustrated about her not bothering to pick up the telephone to find out if I am ok or not instead of asking other people who happen to be good friends of mine and hers all the time if I am mad at her or why I do not pick up the telephone myself to call her. I had stated to her many times, too many times, that if no one calls me, I do not call them and I had learned this from my sister-in-law. I even told JJO that I was confused about her dating someone who her good friends have bailed her from at least once in so many words and why is she seeing this guy again. I just had it and wrote a letter and read it to a couple of people before I sent it. I then blocked her email address in my email box so she can not email me back. I have did this because I want a call from her if she has a problem with me and stop going in circles about this and that. Anyway, the ball is finally out of my court and into JJO’s. I am done with her attitude and games and I have as of today walked away from her until I see improvement in her and see that she has grown up.