I have this neighbor who is persistent on talking to me so she knocks at my door — first softly and then more loudly and persistent. I really do not know what to do when this person is very hard to talk to from time to time, and writing a letter to me is a “cop out” and something that can be read differently or read wrong. I feel I cannot leave my apartment or move around in my apartment without her knowing when I am coming or going or something like that. I feel I am being watched and listened for.

I had gotten back from visiting family Monday night real late and I just have not been in the mood for company or too much visiting. Today is my first day, since I have been back from out of state, I am actually going to get together with a couple of friends or more. I feel I do not need a watcher. except God and his angels…what can I do??