I am going to quickly write an entry and then go to bed for the night. I have school in the morning and afternoon, and I need to be fully rested for that.
I remember it is someone’s birthday today. But because of some problems that have arisen in the past, I have been unable to wish her a happy birthday. It really hurts my heart to know that this one person, who I thought was a friend, would have allowed her husband to come between us as much as he has. I can not love a person who has treated me or anyone so badly. I can’t. My heart does ache for this one person to find God in his life, but he is so stubborn and bullheaded…I can not stand him or even face him. He thinks he knows everything and doesn’t, lol. What a jerk! How can I love this one person?
Today was a good day, though. Got some studying done. YEAH!
I have to say good night everyone! Bye for now.
I had one of those dreams that should have been dreamt a long time ago. A long time ago being in my teenage years. I had one of my teachers from high school in my dream teaching a class — a math class and an English class. I remember bouncing back and forth from one class to another — college classes! I had walked into one of the clasrooms where this one teacher was teaching and we were working on math and English at the same time. It was strange Another thing that was strange was a phone call I had gotten on my cell phone! I answered my phone will walking to a friend’s house and when I heard the voice it was the voice of my grandfather asking me if I was ready to go to a funeral. I was freaking out because the time frame was 2004 but my grandparents were alive and my father was working one day and ended up getting killed by a suspect’s gun while trying to apprehend him. I was freaking out when I was walking into my math class crying and scared.
Today was not a bad day at all. My friend KW and JW went to church with me this morning. I feel real good about that, too. After church, Pam dropped my friends off at their apartment and took me home where I took a nap while watching television. I slept for a while and woke up with some aching from my bruises on my face. I now have a headache!!!! I hope it is nothing to do with my bruising and the way I fell down Thursday night! I will be not very happy whatsoever if it is that reason.
Well, sorry not a lot to say tonight. I need to go.
I have been real busy or not even home lately. When I am home, I have been real busy with school and by the time I want to be online, I am tired and do noot care to get on line so late on a school night. I have been writing in my journal but not right on the date — have been writing and recording it later — more so the day after! The weather has been iffy the last couple of nights as well. Thunderstorms have been threatening the area the weathermen hvae been saying but no thunderstorms have raked on in that I know of. If any storms have raked in at night during my sleeping hours, I did not hear anything for a change. When I did run to the bathroom around 4 a.m., Emilee was in the bathtub laying down and sleeping. When I looked in on her, she jumped out of the tub and went to sleep with me on the couch. I have been sleeping on the couch lately again but I have been sleeping well each night lately. Well, anyway, I do apologize for not writing so much. I really do not have a whole lot to say lately. I am going to say good bye for now and come back tomorrow. Everyone have a good day and God bless.
I am going to have a fairly busy schedule today. Class at 1:30 to 2:25 p.m. and then come home and go grocery shopping and then off to other things. I am going to have a busy schedule this weekend. YEAH!
I had a very good day today, even when I went ka boom on the livingroom floor. I lost my footing (had two left feet!) I have a bruised nosed, discoloration under the eyes, and two scuffed up knees from a rug burn and some bruising. My nose hurts the most, lol. My face aches a bit as well but does not hurt as much as my nose. I feel very embarrassed still!
The time seemed to have moved kind of slow, lol! At 7 p.m. this evening I looked out and it was getting dark out and when I looked at the time, I could not believe it was only 7 p.m.. Now with time after 8 p.m., I am about ready to get ready for bed.
My world is not topsy turvy today. It is a good day even though the weather is a little cloudy and rainy. I ihad gotten to school fine this morning and during Accouting 1 class, the rain was coming down real good and hard. I could see the rain come down and hitting the windows of the classroom, sheeting the window with a coat of water as if the windows are being washed on a car in an automatic car wash. It looked so cool. Anyway, remembering to write in today’s entry, I really do not have a whole lot to say except the fact that I had a good day all day long. I have to go back to my studying now. Bye for now.
I am a bundle of nerves this morning…lol. I do not know why… I am in a safe place at the central campus and I have all my books and needs for the semester. I feel a little tired right now because I have been up since 6 a.m.. No problem on the time or anything because I had asked my friend KAW to call me when she woke up. I did not go back to sleep, either. I did not dare because of the fact that I had some things to do when I woke up and got myself going. I am glad that my friend KAW called and woke me up even though my alarm was set for 7 a.m.. The extra hour was very helpful. Well, anyway, the bundle of nerves has subsided some…yet a little butterfliees yet. Not much though.
As I look back at my morning, I am glad that things have gone smoothly and everything was taken care of in a good and fast/doable pace just for me. I did, at first think, that when I got my books, I needed my Wisconsin or Driver’s Liscense I.D. but it turned out that needed my SS instead of either ID which was great for me. I did not intend to leave my house without my checkbook and ID but I did. LOL I was in a hurry to get away and the hurry drove me to forgetting something.
Now, looking at my future as a student this semester, I do have to admit a couple of things. I will be lucky to be able to write one entry per day while taking the time from studying. I can not afford taking my leisure in learning and studying this semester. I have my work cut out for me this semester in Accounting. I will probably not be at the Central Campus at all this semseter, dependig on my time and needs to be studying and working on homework and that 9is about all. I have to get one of my tv tables all set just for my studying. I have one set up already but it has junk on it right now, lol. My place needs to be cleaned.
I do not know if I will be back on to write later or not because I did get up early and I need to go to classes tomorrow at the CTS building and be there by 9 a.m. I feel real tired and want to go to bed right now but I have an appointment this afternoon at 3 so I will not be home for very long this afternoon after I get home from here…because I do not think that I will be home right away after noon anyway.
It is a quesetion and an exclaimation at the same time because I am excited about starting school tomorrow but the question oof beinig ready is yet a question mark in my life at this very moment, lol! I am definitely ready to return to studies, classes, and the hard work. My summer is almost over…as of 10 p.m. this evening which is above eleven hours away. How exciting!!! I do not know if my friends are excited or nervous themselves. There are five of us (including myself) that are returning to school tomorrow to begin classes. I am going to go get my textbooks at the school’s bookstore. I will write more later…