I am going to quickly write an entry and then go to bed for the night. I have school in the morning and afternoon, and I need to be fully rested for that.
I remember it is someone’s birthday today. But because of some problems that have arisen in the past, I have been unable to wish her a happy birthday. It really hurts my heart to know that this one person, who I thought was a friend, would have allowed her husband to come between us as much as he has. I can not love a person who has treated me or anyone so badly. I can’t. My heart does ache for this one person to find God in his life, but he is so stubborn and bullheaded…I can not stand him or even face him. He thinks he knows everything and doesn’t, lol. What a jerk! How can I love this one person?
Today was a good day, though. Got some studying done. YEAH!
I have to say good night everyone! Bye for now.
I had one of those dreams that should have been dreamt a long time ago. A long time ago being in my teenage years. I had one of my teachers from high school in my dream teaching a class — a math class and an English class. I remember bouncing back and forth from one class to another — college classes! I had walked into one of the clasrooms where this one teacher was teaching and we were working on math and English at the same time. It was strange Another thing that was strange was a phone call I had gotten on my cell phone! I answered my phone will walking to a friend’s house and when I heard the voice it was the voice of my grandfather asking me if I was ready to go to a funeral. I was freaking out because the time frame was 2004 but my grandparents were alive and my father was working one day and ended up getting killed by a suspect’s gun while trying to apprehend him. I was freaking out when I was walking into my math class crying and scared.