July 26



Rumor or Gossip?
That is one thing I hate where I live today. It is just, whatever it is – gossip or rumor – hurtful. Anyway, upon hearing from another tenant that the person I did ask to take care of Emilee has said that she was going to charge me $80 to take care of my cat just floored me. I did not know how to react to it except surprise and disappointment. Anyway, how I heard about the “talk” was throough another tenant and not through the person I had asked to take care of my Emilee Cuddles. I felt, because I was hurt and disappointed, and I did react to the situation immaturely, I had to take care 0f the situation the best I could and had a mediator there while I talked to Catie because I felt so uncomfortable talking about it alone. Despite the fact I had acted immaturely about the situation by asking someone else to take care of Emilee, I was not going to allow Catie to take care of Emilee this time around for reasons that I could not yet explain. While talking to Catie about what I heard and how I heard it I realized that my heart was pouring out the pain and the truth of how I had heard what she was planning. She said that she thought of the payment herself when in reality I know differently because Catie is so easily influenced by people with more power of control. That is what hurts me the most in reality and the fact that I had learned of what Catie said through someone else by rumor and gossip. During the conversation I was having with Catie she should have not said anything so it reality she knew that what she said did get around. I was not happy to hear that but she did tell the truth. It was how I heard it and that was more hurtful. I can not believe that I became the product of such rumor and gossip. I am not at all happy about that at all – no way happy!

Mom and Lonnie
They arrived to Wisconsin late last night and Mom called this morniing. I saw them for a while this afternoon, too. Mom and Lonnie drove over here after running an errand or two. They did not stay long but that is ok. I will be seeing them, more wanting to be with my mom, over the upcoming weekend for four days at the family gathering up north. Anyway, my parents arrived safely! YES!

LOL, I Did Not Realize…



I have to laugh because time is now after 12:30 a.m. Monday morning, and I did not get back to my journal yesterday evening after my second journal entry. Anyway, time being so terribly late, I am heading to bed. My mom and stepfather should be in town sometime today and later tonight yet, and i will see them real soon. How exciting!