Daily Archives: June 16, 2004

Last Entry for 5/15

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The 15th will be over in fifteen minutes. I had a very good day. I can not believe that I am still up but I am not even tired. It has been one of those days of sleeping a lot again and at 11:45 p.m., I am still wide awake. I ihate nights like this. I guess I really should not complain or anything because it is summer and I am not in school so sleepless nights will end someday real soon. I must be going through a withdrawl from being real busy for a semester at school to not being busy enough. It has not been a totally boring summer yet and it is only the middle of June. speaking of June, it’s half over already. That is a wOW in my book.

Before the night ends, I have a lot on my mind and I need to get it all out before going to sleep. Kelly did call before 11 p.m.. She sounded very tired and I learned why she was already tired. She had a doctor’s appointment this morning at 11:30 a.m. and she told me that Dr. S had upped her sleeping medicine so it was hiting her real good by the time she called. We only talked a few minutes because she was so tired and that was fine with me. If I told her anything of importance, she would have forgotten by morning because she was so tired. There was a couple of things I have not yet written about because I was somewhat annoyed and afraid to write about. During the afternoon and evening hours I had gotten a phone call from some creepy sounding fellow wanting sex and something more of it and while he was talking, he said the nastiest things that a perverted man could ever say to a woman. I had hung up twice on him. The strangest thing happened during this call…the number and name came up unknown or private so the police could do nothing about it. I was so disgusted and shocked. Just the thought that my ex-boyfriend who professes to be a Christian in the Seventh-day Adventist faith had gotten someone – a friend of his to be a jerk, a pervert, or something more gross than that. I hope that idiot does not call here again or he will have a big surprise of his life! I am embarrassed and ashamed of having to deal with such as a perverted man. No wonder I do not want anything beyond a friendship with any guy anymore these days. SOme people are so sick and disgusting. Horribly disgusting!!!!!!

Anyway, with only a few more minutes left before midnight, I really do not have a whole lot to say now. I think I said what needed to be said. I will be back tomorrow sometime – maybe a bit after midnight. No, later in the day. Bye for now.

My Evening Entry

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My day was quiet. I got a call from Kelly this morning after 9 a.m. and then the phone did not ring until 5 p.m. when a call from Hope came in. I did not answer it. I did not want to be bothered by her today. I do not mind any calls from my group of friends at Garden Court, but I do mind hearing from Hope during the day. My world does not always involve her and I think some people think that but their wrong. I am not saying Hope says that because I have not heard it and I will NOT speculate anyone’s words. I just did not want to be bothered by her. If she calls me after 9 tonight, I am going to not too happy with her. I am waiting patiently for Kelly to call me and we will pray together before going to bed. Anyway, it is not evening time and soon bed will be a welcome sight for the entire night. Once again, in reality, I slept a lot today. My medication must be doing it. I need to have plans for the day or nothing gets done except sleep, eating and being lazy. Today, however, was one good day for myself and Emilee. I read a little bit of Mary Higgins Clark book A Cry in the Night and it is getting good. At first I thought that the story was going to be a boring one but after chapter 12, I have realized how good it is turning out to be. A little spooky and a little troublesome now. It is getting real good. It has been a good pajama party day for me with no calls coming in and now I am waiting and hoping Kelly will call. If she doesn’t, I won’t be mad or anything. Kelly has been very busy lately with appointments and other good friends and I have nothing against that at all. She is a good person and she is a fine friend. I see her when I can and we are a bit apart from each other as far as living arrangements. She and Jimmy, Janessa and Chad, Bea, and other good friends, live in one apartment and I in another on the south side of town and they live in the downtown area of the city. some days I wish I was closer than that but it is not possible right now.

Anyway, this maybe not being the last entry of the night, is the closing of my evening as well. I am not tired now like I was last night around this time. I did not sleep well last night but pretty much slept until 9:30 this morning. It was kind of horrible. Kelly had called and I was half awake and probably sounding horrible, lol.

Weather Issues??

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This year we have been under flood warnings and watches here in Wisconsin. The Rock River is at flooding point now and a lot of homes will be in trouble in their basements. The river, right now, looks like river rapids churning and turning. It looks dangerous and scary. The water is practically touching the bottom of the bridges in the downtown area, and we have two bridges downtown and one close by here. Thank goodness the apartment complex is on a hill here. We are safe for now, luckily. Today, this early afternoon, we are under a flood watch in our area of Wisconsin. What can happen next? It looks like it is going to rain and possibly storm later on, too. Another night of storms? Not fun!

Home Today

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The weather looks iffy this late morning even though the sun is shining. Will it rain today? That is a question yet for the weathermen of today’s world. It might rain yet this week according to the weather reports of the week. I am home today with no plans to get together with anyone at all. I am not going to answer the telephone to just anyone – just a select few like Kelly, Janessa, Chad, Nellie Mom, and family if they call. I do not want to be bothered by anyone today. I do not want to get together with anyone at all today unless Kelly calls me to do something with her. I am not in the mood for company at all today. It seems that Hope does not understand that from time to time unless I tell her. I do not have time for her much and I just want to be left alone. I do not understand why she calls after 9 p.m. at night and before 9 a.m. in the morning when she does call. I told her not to call me before and after those times more than once. She has become forgetful a lot lately. I like her but I will never be good friends with her like my friend Kelly and I turned out to be in the past year. I just want peace and quiet today. I need time for me now and for the next couple of days anyway. Nothing much on television right now really. Listening to the mystery channel of Starz. It is Night Gallery, a horrorific program with meaningless stories. I like Rod sterling even though he is dead now and his legendary life still lives. What a life he lived! He reminds me of Alfred Hitchcock! YIKES!

More later….