It is Definitely Monday!



Since I have a few minutes before having to leave for class, I thought, in case I do not have time tonight, would take a few minutes to write in my journal for the day. I can definitely tell it is Monday and I can feel it. I feel pressure all over no matter where I go in my own life. My ex-roommate tried calling again last night between 9:30 p.m.. I was awake but barely playing Canasta, and I really do not appreciate her calling me at all or trying to talk to me after what she has done to me most recently. I do not know what her problem is. I care for her wellbeing but I do not need to be involved in her problems that do not associate to me anymore. She has never listened to anyone but herself and she always finds serious matters very funny and has that so-called laugh that drives me up a wall. I have moved out of the apartment we both lived in together for reasons of not being able to get along with her any longer and she lied to various people about me. I know this happened five years ago and it crept on me again regarding my ex-roommate. I just want to be left alone for good by this person from this day forward.

I have pressure from the last days of school/classes so I feel the pressure in my life everywhere I turn. I just ended the hormonal changes in my life and yesterday I wanted to cry when evening rolled around. If it wasn’t for my online friends playing Canasta with me, I would have been bored to death in the evening hours of the night. I also noticed to that I could not get to sleep past 11 p.m. last night very well but I stayed in my bedroom all night long which is a trial for me now and then. I did not sleep on the couch last night, which is a good thing. Emilee stayed with me all night long and I woke up only once to go to the bathroom. I woke up at 7 a.m. this morning to get ready for school and noticed the feeling of wanting to stay home all day and be on my own computer slipped in again, but I got up, went to the bathroom, got dressed and ready for my day, and felt good when I got dressed. I even left a little later for the bus and yet did not miss the bus at all. I am glad I am at school now and ready to face my day. The sun is out! YEAH!

I really do not know what to say now that I have gotten a lot of thought and feeling out at this time.