Thought at the Moment


11:47 a.m.
Monday

Here I am at school, sitting at the computer waiting for my friend Kelly to get done with her Psychology test. I finished my about 11 a.m. this morning, after taking almost 3 hrs to do it. I was flabbergasted by the amount of questions and yet I feel I did fine on the test, and I will see what the results are when ALL the tests get graded. Well. anyway, writing about the Psychology test has nothing to do with what I want to say right now anyway.

I have not been able to write in my journal much this weekend. In fact, I was going to get on line Saturday night but before 5 p.m. my friend Kelly called and wanted me to spend the night so I did and could not get online at her place because she does not have a computer at this time. Well, anyway, last night I would really like to talk about right now because it is on my mind at the moment as well. Ok, here it goes… ARRRG!

I do not know what happened to me last night but when I retired to bed last night I kept crying and crying until I had fallen asleep. I do not know where the tears came from or even the sobs that came along with them. I do not know if it was frustration and stress I was relieving or the fact that something was on my mind on the back burner and just made me cry all of a sudden. I remember the sobbing I did. They were choking and unknown sobs from a little voice that knew something was not right. Where did the tears come from? I am still crying and my eyes are most with tears from last night’s crying and sobbing. What happened???