A Change Is Going To Be Made — A Warning!

There is one person who knows exactly who I am talking to today (12/31/03) in regards to what I am going to express right now.

Those of you I know, leave kind and considerate commments, and I appreciate that greatly. Please continue to do so along the way. So what I am about to write next has nothing to do with the select few who are reading my journal on a regular basis. What I am about to express should be clear.


A change has to be made once more. The look of the diary will stay the same, but there is one change I am going to make for the start of the year 2004. Something did happen today here at Dear Diary that did make this decision possible.

I am a young Christian who feels she has the right to write whatever she feels is appropriate. I do not use profanity in my journal entries and I will not tolerate profanity in my comments section of my journal for reason that I find it offensive and very demeaning. I have my select few I visit on a regular basis, and every now and then I run into a diary that I find apalling or worth not reading but that is very seldom. I have also made friends here and keep in touch with them via e-mail on a regular basis or occasionally. I even chat with a few. I know those diarists I am talking about right now do not leave foul language in my comments section of my journal as they know it does not appeal to me and I find it offensive. I have to give a thank you to those diarists. Thank you!

I am, like I said before, a Christian womanm and want to be kind to other people. I do have a problem with unkindness from others. My religion and my beliefs is no one’s business except for those I have wanted to know who I am as far as my religion is concerned. I will NOT TOLERATE foul language from a diarist who leaves a comment or I will ban them from writing at my diary from that day forward. I had to do it with someone, a diarist today, because he/she used foul language and put my Christian attitude down. I have the RIGHT to write whatever I want and I ask those who find my diary entries offensive or funny, your comments are not welcome here whatsoever or you will be banned if I have been offended in regards to my religion and beliefs. THIS BEGINS RIGHT NOW!

I Do Not Feel Like Celebrating!

Last night I remember thinking about celebrating the New Year and not wanting to. I will be going to a friend’s house this afternoon sometime and be coming home about 12:30 a.m. in the morning of New Year’s Day. My friend wants me ti spend the night but I do not feel sure right now. Actually, right now I do not know what I want to do! I hate these kind of days and the sun is shining brightly outside … why am I feeling so low? Satan is trying to get a hold of me again. Just like this past weekend, Satan is trying to bring me down and get me feeling blah all over again. Satan knows exactly what I did this past Saturday and he is not a happy camper right now. What a whirl! I can not allow Satan to win this fight. I won the fight with the flu and I am going to win this fight.