The confusion between myself and my relationship with Rick has passed. We are still together and working things out at a slow pace – slower than we were going in the beginning of our relationship at the very beginning. Yes, I did feel uncomfortable for a while and so did Rick, and the tension was very high for the both of us. I feel that I have to give him one more chance because it does take two to tangle at times as well as screw up. Rick does love me and I love him. How I have come to this realization is having a few days to think without Rick being with me every second and I took the time not to answer to every phone callhe made. RIck still has concerns about our relationship and he does not sleep well in regards I have had very little sleep myself regarding our relationship. I have also come to realize that I have my issues too.