Good night and God Bless!
YIKES, tomorrow I start school. I just got off the phone with my friend KAW and we are both a little nervous about school. Rick wanted to go to school with me in the morning to bring my Tuesday & Thursday class books home but I did convinced him not to worry about that for now. I am planning on getting a locker anyway. What would be the use to have a lock if you do not have a locker? I wouldn’t know.
I decided to turn off the air conditioner and open up the livingroom and bedroom windows for fresh air. It is kind of warm – 86 degrees and above. It feels kind of warm…yuck but there is a breeze today. Thankfully. Rick will be here shortly…Pastor will be here at 3 p.m. for our Bible study. After Bible study, Rick and I are going to El-Ra Bowl to bowl two to three games. Since it is my last day of freedom before school starts tomorrow, I am going to go bowling with Rick this afternoon. I really want to have time for myself before bed time so I am going to have Rick come over for a while. He is so bent on having time with me today so I am going to give in to his whims only this one time. I hate his attitude at times and one of his problems is “space”…he needs it too no matter what I say or do. If he goes to school with me to school tomorrow, I will be upset for sure.
Last Day of Freedom Today is the LAST day of freedom for me. My summer ends today at sundown. I begin classes tomorrow and I am both excited and nervous at the same time. I know I am not the only one who is nervous but I sure do feel like it! LOL School resumes tomorrow for BTC and it is going to be a vERY busy day tomorrow. I wonnder, lol, how my nerves will hold up to all the commotion and issues that are related to school. YIKES! I know I can do it…yes I can and I will! Recap of My Summer I know that my summer was not all fun and games. Depression hit from May on to July so bad that I was afraid of a lot of things that were going on around me whether or not it affected me. Even depression has hit two of my friends who also live where I live. One friend, like I did in July, went to see family to get away from here for a while. I do not know if I will see her anytime soon or at all for a long time. If she finds a place where she is staying, I hope she is going to be happy wherever she lives real soon. I do feel strange without her around but I am managing just fine even though it is a little slow. As for my other friend, RH, I wish he would get help to control his sleeping and attitude. I can not handle his attitude right now and that is not good. Just before leaving for one of my trips I met someone who is now my boyfriend. We have been going out two months now. As you can see, my summer has been very busy! More later…