My Thoughts at the Moment:12:30 p.m.

Could It Be?

I have been thinking that Rick is becoming a smotherer, a man who wants to sped whhatever time he has outside his time with me. I am beginning to feel smothered and I want my space more so than ever. I am even unsure about writing anything down here while he is here because he always comes over and kisses the top of my head. I do not knoow if he is ever reading anything I have written here since we met while I am writing here. I feel somewhat violated and to the point that I have to do things behind his back?? That is a question that has surfaced on my mind lately and pretty much all of a sudden too. What do I need to do to get my space away from him? Arrg!