I am glad that other diarists had a good Easter Sunday w/ their families. I do have to say that the quietness of my home was nice but I was lonely all day. As I said before, plans for the day had fallen through because my friend RH was not feeling well. I did check on my neighbor’s cat earlier and she was fine. I think the rainy weather has affected her a little. She seems to be a little skitterish but otherwise fine. The neigher is planning on coming home tomorrow sometime. Her cat really misses her. As for my Easter Sunday, it was a typical Sunday for me except for the fact that my SIL called for all the kids and brother, I had gotten a call from my Aunt D from Gays Mills, Wisconsin, and I got a call from my friend Mark E. Otherwise it was quiet and I was lazy all day except for the fact I did some dishes and put them away immediately. I now have a headache and I am feeling kind of icky for some reason. i think the lack of sleep has taken its toll or it is beginning to. My Easter Sunday was noot so bad. But because I have been home all day without company or plans to be anywhere, I have been thinking a lot of the Easter Sunday’s I celebrated when I was growing up. A memory that hides in the back of my mind and makes me tear a bit. The memory will be written in my Grandpa Clarence’s Journal. My ID there is peanuts. Grandpa Clarence called me that during my teenage years. I guess my day was not so bad after all, hey? Nope!
Here I am, home alone today. Two wonderful things happened today so far. I had gotten a call from my SIL and family today after calling and leaving a message for them to wish them a happy day – Easter. Then I got a call from my pastor’s wife JS and we talked a while. Plans for the day have been put on hold because my neighbor is not feeling well so he was out of commission for the day so I am spending the day alone in my apartment while families around go be with their families. I wish I was either in Arkansas or Pennsylvania with family. Oh yeah, my Aunt D from Gays Mills called and wished me a happy day as well so really I and three wonderful tnings happen so far. So my day has not been a total disappointment thankfully. It is icky outside yet as I was hoping to go for a walk this afternoon but who wants to go outside into a grayness that is depressing.
I can not wait for tomorrow to come as I have a doctor’s appointmentn to find the right medication for my anxiety and depression that seems to hang on and not let me go. My appoitment at 3 p.m. is a relief to come. I am sick and tired of how I feel in the down mooments of life. We will see what the appointment will do to help. Honestly. this depression really stinks!