Although this week is not yeat over with, it is Thursday and the fifth day of the week. My week is almost over anyway.
Last week vs this week? Yes, comparing the two weeks, I do have to admit that this week has been a lot better compared to last week. Last week was just a bad week for me. I had gone through depression like you would not believe. Negative thoughts were running through my head so fast that I could not control them very well and my negative thoughts just overpowered my way of thinking so I could not stop myself. I ended up being put on Prozac, an anti-depressant, for a while. Since I was put on it, things have been picking up with my moods and attitude of life. No suicidal thoughts occurred but I thought it was the end of the world for me, that’s for sure. I was depressed and pretty scared.
This week is a lot better…tons better actually. Still taking the Prozac and Buspar medication for depression and anxiety and I am feeling like myself once again. I just had a horrible week last week and without medication I don’t think I be the way I am feeling today…good inside and out. Don’t know if I would still be depressed and full of anxiety or not but I do know that it might have been worse if I did not go on Prozac this past Saturday.
I am feeling better!!!!