I am one of those people who do not need to watch soap operas all day long. Not cutting down on those people who do watch soap operas all day, I find that soaps are just a waste of my time. I feel, just like most of the soaps on television, I am living a soap opera life. Isn’t everyone? In my family, there is love, hate, deceit, and unexpected surprises, and I am feeling like the middle of it all. There is no need to watch soap operas…I am living a soap opera life. I just don’t broadcast it for the whole world to watch or see…whew.
The sun is finally shining and it has been shining for the past couple of days. Now the weather is warm and the best place to be is in a cool place – in an air conditioned home or apartment. My weekend has been great…quiet and peaceful, and yet I got to do my things and what I did got done, too! Today, being Sunday, is my relaxing day and no one has called me really. I did get a couple of calls today but I did not answer the phone. I am not in the mood to talk to too many people today for some reason. Just wanting to be by myself somewhat and yet have only certain people in my life. Odd, huh? No, not to me. I do deal with things now and then and I have to be alone or have selected few people in my life. Just one of those things. I deal with anxiety a lot and this is one of those times that anxiety is trying to play in my life. I love it when it is peaceful.
Not much really happening today. Just relaxing and being me at home all day long. Tomorrow begins another work day/week for most of you and for me it is just another busy day…finding out what I need to do most first yet. Gotta go now. Not in the mood to write more that is too personal now.
It feels like I have not written in my journal as often as I wish I could have in the past. I have been busy and doing other things and somewhat too tired to even log on the computer here to write. I don’t know if I am totally back in the swing of things just yet mentally but I do know that I am pretty close to it – I think. I did not have time to write in my journal the first week as much as I wanted to because on Monday I took a return trip by bus back to home from a weekend get away to the country visiting my Aunt Jackie. Monday night I got to feeling kind of ill and went to bed as early as I could – falling in and out of sleep during the night til I retreated to my bedroom late in the night til 8 a.m…feeling better by then, and one Tuesday I just did my own little thing, and Thursday I went to the eye doctor to get my new prescription for my glasses now that I have almost perfect vision in the right eye, and then I went shopping for food before it got real late. It has been one of those weeks…busy as usual. Starting Sunday I should be able to write in my journal on a regular basis. So today I am taking the time to write in my journal but it does not seem long enough. Oh well…that’s okay, isn’t it? Today is Friday, and it is, according to central time, it is still morning for another half hour.
I have a gal here working for me…cleaning my house that I can not do because of one arm being weaker than the other due to cerebral palsy. i can do the light scrubbing stuff but not the heavy stuff…scrubbing the floors, sweeping, and bathroom scrubbing. I can do the dusting, picking up, and light vacuuming. I am not really busy right now, but my girl is…FUN! What else is happening today is depending on things I guess. I am expecting someone to come today or next Monday or Tuesday to make sure my air conditioner is working properly…really not my air conditioner but the buildings. I did have my own AC at one time but I sold it because the new one was coming in. So…I am not really thrilled about it. Having to sit tight and wait is not my game…really!!
I hope to have a good weekend this weekend…no major plans. Next week, yes, though.