I’m hanging out watching “angel” the series on netflix. I love how they constantly make fun of his broodyness. It’s the thing I can’t stand about him. I’m on episode 5. It’s got me reeled in by using other Buffy characters that I love to hate. Wooo angel is the first. Cordelia is the second. I’m not sure about the new guy. I’ll let ya know

I played 2 live shows today. The first was at 9 am and it was a solo show. The second was a long distance relay with Matthew from ” the Matthew show”. I feel totally fine physically but for some reason I threw up after the second show. Now I’m just taking it easy even though I feel guilty for not being at candle lightings that are happening at second life synagogue. Maybe I’ll jump back in there.

Today I wrote ” a mixes of Nervs and excitement and fear are brewing. I’ve got an uncomfortable feeling in the pit of my stomach and I’m not sure how to get it to go away. I feel like I want to write a million songs and that might solve the fear for a few minutes. “

I’ve been writing by hand again. Chroniclling this last week in the pacific northwest. I’m high emotion low energy. Low money heh