Why (not a question)

No, it’s not a question. It’s more of an answer. I finally got my period today after not being sure what was going on regarding… When would it show up. I had reasons that threw my cycle for a loop. I just don’t feel like talking about it. So maybe now things will get back to normal. Though I don’t have electrisity still and I have no fucking clue how to pay the back fees to get that done. Money runs everything. I’ll need meds and I’ll need an eye exam, and, and,

At least my girl parts are working. I wonder if chello is gonna wish me a happy period.

I’ve been in a relationship with someone for about 7 months. We’ve had our ups and downs but I definately feel love for him. In fact I’m in love with him. I hadn’t announced that in here either cause I haven’t been writing a lot. Right now I feel sometimes like I need him more then ever… But he’s there with open Arms and an open heart. We are a great musical team. Maybe one day I’ll post the words to the song we co wrote. I’d like to co write another but for now we have reading to do.

I’ve been reading to him off my kindle a little every day. We’re reading the new testament. It’s been ages since I read it and I don’t think he ever had. Reading aloud us good for me. I think it’s also good way for us to spend time together.

Over and out with no power- Beth

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