this is my attempt at composing a celtic piece… hahhaa

its fun to trip up now and again.

I’m a Jew yes. But I am also studying religious sociology. I find the new testament interesting. I’d only want to be a religion cause I chose and believe it as well as being born into it. It’s no threat to me as a Jew to be educated on what people of other religions read. When we are afraid to learn others beliefs , that is when fear creates prejudice. I’m surprised at the comment I should not read the NT cause I am a Jew. Are you afraid I might learn something about other religions? Trust me, my Judaism isn’t in jeopardy.

No, it’s not a question. It’s more of an answer. I finally got my period today after not being sure what was going on regarding… When would it show up. I had reasons that threw my cycle for a loop. I just don’t feel like talking about it. So maybe now things will get back to normal. Though I don’t have electrisity still and I have no fucking clue how to pay the back fees to get that done. Money runs everything. I’ll need meds and I’ll need an eye exam, and, and,

At least my girl parts are working. I wonder if chello is gonna wish me a happy period.

I’ve been in a relationship with someone for about 7 months. We’ve had our ups and downs but I definately feel love for him. In fact I’m in love with him. I hadn’t announced that in here either cause I haven’t been writing a lot. Right now I feel sometimes like I need him more then ever… But he’s there with open Arms and an open heart. We are a great musical team. Maybe one day I’ll post the words to the song we co wrote. I’d like to co write another but for now we have reading to do.

I’ve been reading to him off my kindle a little every day. We’re reading the new testament. It’s been ages since I read it and I don’t think he ever had. Reading aloud us good for me. I think it’s also good way for us to spend time together.

Over and out with no power- Beth

I’m going through a tired spell I think. I’ve had irregular periods for a few months so I think it must be related to that. I can’t believe no one pay palled me 750. Yet. Kidding. ( rolls sarcastic eyes)

Havin a case of the lack of motivation blues. I’m trying to keep up
writing in dd, cause for a couple of years I did not write much. Kids are good. It’s already getting warm in Dallas And I wish I had a pony. Oh, and electrisity would be nice too. Anyone got 750 dollars? I gotta pay the whole bill before I can get it back on. It’s been almost a month and it’s depressing. I can keep it up but I can’t back pay. Maybe I’ll do what my friend did and creat a website called “feedbeth . Com”. Feeling helpless and hopeless sucks. In case anyone has a spare 750 dollars… My paypal address is justanotherbatia@yahoo.com

Bgabgai
Beth