dissappointed

my dad came home… yes i found the entries…

i started to tell him that i was writing a diary ( wasnt gonna tell him the website) but told him he might want to se the picture i painted and had on there….

he toldme ” i am not in the mood to look at a silly painting”

I asked him when he is ever in the mood to talk to me about anything that is about me at all…

“not now bethie”

pleaseG-d dont let me cry with him driving me all the way home.

its an empty well, but he’s still my daddy…

my daddy, and i wish he’d love me back

5 thoughts on “dissappointed

  1. LOL! While your making a pop tart and hot dog tree could you make a baloney tree too? My Little One would really appreciate it and her mommy would even more so!

  2. Aw bethie

    *gentle snuggles*

    Maybe he loves u in a way u dont see?

    Cos its different to the love u desire.

    Love u sissa

    Love ur lil sis

    PS. yesterday I wos leavin a comment sayin that i liked ur flash entry n it helped an also to leave a big snuggle but i got booted off cos the power went out when i went to post it (that second yes please page)

    n bethie

    im real proud of u.

    dont forget that k

    Love u

  3. You painted that beautiful picture at the top of the screen?????

    It’s wonderful, Beth!!

    I’m so sorry your dad wouldn’t take the time to see it. Believe me, I have been there quite recenlty myself, having been hurt by a dad who can’t take the time to see (or in my case listen to) something I created with my own 2 hands…

    Hang in there. I think it’s fabulous! In fact, I was looking at it the other day wondering if it was painted by the same guy who painted the "scream" painting. Do you know the one I mean???

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