Dear Diary,

Snoopy’s been following me around everywhere, bless her. It’s like she doesn’t want me out of her sight in case I go away again.

Mum and me are kind of at each other’s throats at the minute. Think the stress of the last 2 1/2 weeks has finally caught up with us. Plus it’s almost that time of the month for both of us. Guess there’s just a couple of things we need to get out of our system!

No word from Jurgen. Guess he’s just not interested, which sucks. But at least I know, so I can move on.

Went round to Izzy’s today. Tom was there as well, we just chatted. Was fun. Later learned from Tom that Izzy had wanted to tell me about her pregnancy but couldn’t work up the nerve. Poor girl, she must be scared.

Afterwards, Tom and me went to the movies. We saw ‘Messengers’. Damn, that’s scary! Spent half of the movie with my eyes shut! I get so scared with horror movies, but at the same time I love them. But this one was really scary. Tom was laughing at me, lol.

Am talking to Johnny on MSN at the minute. I forgot to mention this in the last entry. But when I was at the prom, I found myself wishing he was with me. Very strange. Didn’t realise I felt that way about him, but I guess I do.

You remember Johnny? He’s the guy that I took dance lessons with. Hadn’t realised I liked him. Hmmm. No idea what to do. It’s very doubtful that he likes me, so I guess, as always, nothing will happen.

Will post a pic of him in a friend-only entry.

V