My Sister

I think I am about to lose a good friendship! I’m trying to deny it but I can already feel it coming. It all started when another friend moved in my play sisters house. I felt bad for her so I asked my sister for help I brought her to their house ever since the day she moved in nothing with my sister has been the same I know she try’s but it’s still not the same.

I remember one night I came over and she didn’t over and my sister didn’t talk to at all like she was ignoring me, the only thing she said to me was when they were going to leave to go somewhere oh yeah can you keep her company we’re leaving! You know how that made me feel? Then other times I was over I wasn’t expecting anything for dinner but my friend only set up three plates on the table but they could have offered. Felt out of place so I just left another time when I picked something of mine up they invited another friend and had a dinner thing with music and they didn’t invite me! I wanna cry so bad right now!

I got mad one day and stormed off because my friend wanted to see a movie but ditched me to go do something else with other people, my sister followed me and told her how I feel cause when I pulled up everyone was there partying it’s like they exclude me all the time now. Told her I felt like I was being replaced.

I know that now I’m busy with school but she hasn’t called me in a while! I used to do a lot for these too I’d take them to the grocery store take them everywhere they needed. Every now and then my sister would buy me lil things or feed me in exchange for gas money and my friend I used to take her home for free all the time but I stopped cause at times she would take advantage and be like after work oh I have to go to bank cash my check then to dept store then to target and oh yeah to wal mart to get my essentials I mean I wanted to be nice to help her out cause she had no transportation and made convenient but that was it had enough! I’m still trying to be their friend but I just don’t know if their friendships are worth it anymore you know?

Maybe people are right I’m just too nice. Now that my friend can drive my sister’s husband car I guess they don’t need me anymore it’s sad cause the car I just got has a lil dent on the side from them taking the car seats. Tried to help out my friend with her fam the dip was deep so I ended up bottoming out, I had parked next to the curb and she’s scraped my door a couple times, and those times all she can say was sorry.

My best friend came to the job and my friend had seen her pics on Facebook. She goes is that her I go yeah she was like are you going to introduce me I’m like why? Well if you’re not going to introduce me then I’m going to introduce my self!

Well my best friend added my friend and on another social thing, now they talk all the time. Whenever I try to do something with my best friend she never answers me back. I’m just stressed I guess.

I mean even at work I hear her snicker and bicker a out me with another person. I’m just trying to figure out what did I do to her to do that? I’m not gonna say she has a mtive or anything it’s not like that I’m sure but come on I helped them when I could I would give up one of my days off to just help my sister out cause she has a medical condition.

Recently I just been staying home focusing on school and working. I’m going to stay away from people that don’t need to be in my life and are no good at all from now on. I mean last night we all went to a fast food joint wit just my friend but she had to put the phone on speaker to run it in that my sister called her to come home so they can run errands, it hurt that she didn’t ask how I was doing or even wanted to ask to talk to me at all it hurt.

I am lost and don’t know what to do. I just wanted to vent. It sucks as you get older, I’m starting to find that as you get older you end up finding out who your real friends are and who aren’t its going to be a lonely Easter isn’t it but at least I have my fam we’re not the best or perfect nlbut always there for each other.