Only 10 days to go until our new little girl arrives. Feeling rather apprehensive about how we are going to cope. Particularly nervous about hospital, I hate being confined it freaks me out and knowing it’s just me and bubs because ash needs to be home with Amelia and Eliza makes it so much scarier.

I worry that Eliza is going to miss out on so much attention, Amelia had us all to herself for 4 years, Eliza has barely had a year of shared affection. The new bub is going to end up in daycare full time at 8 weeks. Amelia got 9 months at home, Eliza got 6 months, it’s so unfair but there’s no other option. I know our kids love daycare but it’s still hard to accept.

I can’t wait until this pregnancy is over though, the pain has been very hard to cope with and each day is getting harder and harder to get around and get stuff done. Work needs to be done or none of the kids will get to eat!