Emotionally unstable at the moment.

I seem to want to burst into tears at the drop of a hat (and quite often do too). 11pm last night saw me sitting in the middle of my bed crying myself stupid, because Mark was going to go sleep in the other room so he didn’t keep me awake with his snoring (he still has the flu). FOr some reason is just made me feel abandoned (despite the fact that I occasionally get up and sleep in the spare bed myself!) and I lost all control and just sobbed and sobbed, although I knew it was stupid the whole time I was crying.

And now I feel ill from no sleep and my eyes and head hurt from crying, yet I still feel like I could start again anytime, it is really ridiculous. Nothing is even wrong.

*shakes head to clear cobwebs*

I have to go to a formal dinner with work next week, black tie. I don’t know what to wear *sighs* Help me please?

Can I wear either of these dresses?

or

I know the second one is not a great photo of the dress, I am worried it will be too bridesmaidy for the occasion? Or is nothing too elaborate for black tie events??? I cannot afford to buy something new, and these are the only things I have that might be even vaguely appropriate.

Yep, I felt like a real girl when this question was keeping me awake last night *sighs*.

I also have a wedding the following day, and another “gala dinner” the following week in Brisbane. It is a week for worrying about clothes.

Anyways. Enough waffling on for one morning.

*yawns*

I am hungry.