So Ruminating got her “yes” from our boss. She is off to India for 3 weeks in October/November. So I will be the lonely one here by myself in the office for that time *grins* I am sure I will cope. Hopefully work will be really busy by then.

I am feeling a little out of sorts at the moment. I think it is just my being pissed at myself for not being focussed on this healthy eating thing. I try, sometimes, half heartedly. Like I managed to say no to ice cream last night, but then I had some chips later *glares at self*. But we did got for an hour or so walk last night, and we will again tonight. I am going to ring up the Fitness Centre and see what time the aerobics classes are on there at the moment. Fax is on it’s way to me for me to have a look at sigh over because they don’t fit in with when I can get there. *grins*

I am not unhappy with myself overly, I just want to be happier if that makes sense?

Blah.

I don’t have any problems with people thining I am unnatractive, I don’t care what other people think. But I know in my heart that being as I am at the moment, is not really healthy. And despite there being no issue whatsoever with the level of sexual attraction between Mark and myself, I think it could only make it better if I did manage to lose weight

Okay Ruminating and I are going to start aerobics on a Monday after work. It is only $3.30 per class for 45 minutes which I think is pretty good, of course, now I need to find my runners, I can only find my dodgy old ones hehe. Never mind, I have nearly a week to plan this momentous occasion. We went to water aerobics once, I enjoyed it, but it didn’t feel like enough, it was too easy to float and relax, people couldn’t see what I was doing, so I didn’t feel pressured to keep up, like I do in “land” aerobics. We will see how I go this time. I used to do it twice a week, then I swapped it for the gym, which I did 3-4 times a week, when I was getting it for free.

MMM LUNCH TIME!