Monthly Archives: April 2002

I god a sduffed up dose

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Well I have gotten the flu too, well the beginnings of it. Bro just went home sick from work, he is shocking. The doc gave him some medication last night, he has bronchitis. Mark is feeling lousy too. We might all be spending the night in our own beds all alone tonight I think.

So I went to dinner with Mark’s mum, his grandparents and his cousin and her boyfriend. It was actually pretty fun, they are all very relaxed. I was very nervous when i saw Tanya cos she is a psychologist and she looks very prim and proper and everything, but they were fine once we started talking and stuff. Her boyfriend is a fireman, he is HUGE! Rides a Harley plays in a band… you get the idea. But they were very nice, and I think they thought I was alright, although they may just be polite. Either way, Mark doesn’t care what they think LOL. She is the only other one of his relatives he really likes, so I have met all the good ones now.

I can’t decide if I am hot or cold, or if I want to be here or not. Well I know I don’t WANT to be here, but if I would be any better at home. Exbf rang before and laughed at my sduffed up dose… lol. He has managed to download the Sims Vacation expansion pack for me YIPPEE!

Urgh. That about sums up how I feel right now.

The Secret Life of Us shitted me last night, I was not impressed at the blatant attempt to replace Will with a willclone, not impressed at all. They should have just left his character there and kept replacing the actor in Summer Bay, Pippa style morphing, from one actress to another. Blah. Maybe I am just grumpy cos I am tired and grrrr at sickness. And hungry. Don’t forget hungry. But all I feel like is macca’s so might go and read the paper in macca’s for lunch :)

I nearly ran out of petrol on my way to Mark’s last night. I honestly thought I wasn’t going to make it. His mum lent me $10 this morning for petrol and bro lent me $10 for lunch. I hate being broke. If I hadn’t of bought Nutrimetics of Mark’s mum, I would have lasted right through til payday this week, but I couldn’t find any of my moisturisers or cleansers anywhere and the soap and water routine was getting a little bit old…

I have a new diary to read. I think everyone should mosey on over to MrHammy‘s place on the net. His website is quite amusing too. In particular Boogers!!! *grins* I am glad he didn’t lisetn to his silly old girlfriend and stop writing on DD :) I nearly stopped too, so I can identify. But once you start, it is so so so hard to stop isn’t it…

*sighs* Wish I was in bed right now.

15 minutes til lunch.

They are tearing up the road outside my work. I got to drive down the footpath before because I couldn’t get out of our driveway, was fun :) Everyone was watching me out the window here though and laughing at me!!! *giggles*

Woohoooooo!

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Well my boss hired Ruminating. Click her name to send her some congratulations on being my new co-worker *grins*. We haven’t seen enough of each other in the last few months, I guess we will definitely see enough of each other now… Pity she doesn’t drink anymore, no drinks after work :)

The weekend was pretty good, watched a lot of movies and we went to the Comedy Club on Friday night which was VERY good entertainment for $6 a head!! I will definitely buy more of those cheapy tickets next time I see someone selling them!

Things with Mark are still 100% good!!!!!! Yay.

Mum sold her car, for $2500 to some Dutch travellers, little do they know what a bastard that car is, although knowing mum she told them every flaw it has, and being such a charmer, they bought it anyways!

I have to go to Mark’s grandparents for dinner tonight, to meet his cousin and her fiance. Mark and Tanya grew up like brother and sister as their grandmother babysat tham each day while their parents worked. I am kind of nervous, she is the the only one about our age I will have to meet… Mark says he doesn’t care what she thinks, but I do :)

Agh I am bored. I have a tonne of work to do, but my boss just vamoosed for the afternoon and I can’t do much of it until I get his approval. He better finsih checking the copy for the brochure by tomorrow morning. *GRRR* LOL

Ah well, for once I am not in the mood for pointless drivel.

Might go daydream about buying a house *grin*

HYPERTENSION

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Well, how did I waste ANZAC day? Well let’s see… hmmm… I went bowling, I went clothes shopping, got me two new pairs of pants, and I slept. I slept and slept and slept. I had 12 hours sleep on Wednesday night, then I had another snooze yesterday afternoon. My body must have needed it. Of course I couldn’t sleep last night. I was awake/asleep all night. I had bizarre dreams and when I woke up I continued them on in my mind, and then went back to sleep again, still ensnared in the dream. Now I can’t remember any of them of course!

I am just zoning today, just trying to take it one step at a time until today is over.

My new pants are comfortable.

Jess wants us to go away to Barwon Heads for her birthday next weekend. Mark has as little love for camping as I do, so we might take his grandparents campervan. Yay.

*laughs* i just got an email from my friend Tom in QLD. His littl ebrother won a horse race yesterday, with no formal training, and a 20 year old horse, he is stoked. *claps hands* that’s one for the underdogs, oops underhorses.

I am so tiiiiiired.

I love this song. Butthole Surfer’s Dracula from Houston or whatever it is called, I MUST buy this album!!

BIG HUGS TO LAKINISJUICE :) I will miss your diary until you are back!!!!

Fuck it, I have nothing of value to impart, or do I?

Did I mention on Wednesday that I have to go to the Police again on Tuesday? It seems they are chasing up my “road rage” victim case, and I have to go and make a formal statement against the prick in the 4×4. I am glad, I hope they get his awful mean ass and nail it to the wall.

I was really restless yesterday. I was all of a sudden full of pent up energy. We were watching Vampires and I couldn’t sit still I kept jumping up and down and trying to de-stress myself. Mark would touch me and I would shove him away from me. I lay onmy bed and flailed my arms and legs around and punched the pillows. I felt a lil better after that. Bowling was good therapy. CRASH! Clunk…. mmmm violence. I am not a violent person, but every now and then, I just don’t know how to get this tension out of me. Just sitting here typing is making me feel like it again. I justy want to go and run wildly through a park and throm myself down hills like a kid. I feel so hyperactive and I get all snarly when I can’t do anything about it. I already have a sore throat and a cough and yesterday was POURING rain, so I knew I would make myself worse if I went out in the rain, so I couldn’t vent. So I went to sleep instead. I woke up much more relaxed and went over to Mark’s to watch Ed. He had gone home cos I went to sleep, I told him to go as he would be bored watching me sleep.

Fuck. I am rambling.

ENDS.

Tenant Wanted!

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Well it could be fun times for all at home for a while. Turns out Bro gave Angus an ultimatum last night. He told him he owuld find out if there was work for him at the factory today, and Angus said he might not take the work even if it is there. Bro said, most emphatically BULLSHIT! You haven’t paid for a scrap of food int he hosue for over a month now, you are late with all bills and rent, you WILL take the job if it is offered, or you will be out on your ass by Saturday.

*applauds her bro* I didn’t know he had it in him.

I asked GP at work if there is going to be work for him, he said no. He didn’t gte a good review from the other staff, he didn’t work hard enough. I said well he would work this time if he starts, he is out on his ass at home if he doesn’t, he is working for a roof over his head. I then told him the ultimatum. And he said okay, tell him to start on Monday, if he doesn’t work out I will sack him again straight away. And then you can kick him out! *grins* we will see if he works. If he says he is not taking it, he is OUT! SO we shall see what we shall see when we get home tonight!

So we could have a spare room in a few days time if he decides to be a little shit about it all…

Anyone in Melbourne need a place to live?? LMAO

Another day another day

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Well I went to the doctor’s last night and he has given me some Mersyndol Forte tablets and they knocked my headache (which came back) on it’s ass well and truly. They are supposed to make you drowsy, but as is usual with me, drugs have the opposite effect to what they are supposed to and I was wide awake. I kicked Mark’s ass at Scrabble, after we declared Backgammon a draw. I was bored and awake so we went to the movies and saw Monster’s Ball. I thought it was a fantastic movie and can see why Halle Berry got her, well whatever those awards are, umm Oscar’s? I don’t know why Heath Ledger got higher billing than Halle though. It annoys me that he is a bigger name so gets higher billing. She deserved it! Ack it is only a movie!! We got home pretty late and I went almost straight to sleep, we hugged and talked for a few minutes, but not for long, we were both exhausted. He is coming over for dinner tonight.

I was planning on being home last night, but Mark didn’t want me to drive, I guess he was right, I probably wasn’t up to it until about 9:30 last night, but oh well. I think bro is a little down at me for never being home. It wasn’t my fault though, not last night.

Our email server is down again. I went to fix it, but someone is logged in remotely so I figured they must be doing it and I better stay the hell away from it before I break it further *grins*.

Apparently Ruminating’s interview went well, she rang me last night. I haven’t seen my boss yet this morning though so I haven’t had his feedback on it. She is so excited about it, and so is Alex, I don’t know which it will be harder to tell that they didn’t get it, I may have to tell both of them the same thing, you never know. Argh, I guess that is the price you pay for recommending friends for roles at work *sighs* will be good if one of them gets it though. Inside I am rooting for Ruminating, but I am staying impartial at work, so that there can be no confusion in my bosses mind about who will work well together.

Alex’s interview is tonight, and boss will think about it tomorrow over the day off, and tell me on Friday if he wants to employ either of them. *crosses fingers*

Well I am going to get an early start on work today :)

Much love to all

~LIFE~

“home” “sick”

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I am not really home, I am at Mark’s. All by my lonesome. He is at work, so is his mum. I had the worst migraine when I woke up, but after 4 more hours sleep it is gone now. But I can’t go to work as I have to have a doctor’s certificate. And by the time I get one,there will be no point going to work. Mark has made an appointment for me to see his doctor tonight.

I don’t know what is up with me at the moment. I am thinking all kinds of strange thoughts. Lying there last night, wrapped in Mark’s arms, I had to bite my tongue to stop my mouth from uttering words like “mariage” “house” and “kids”. Why on earth am I htinking about these things now? I was so positive I didn’t want to get married, I don’t want to have my own kids etc. So why on earth am I all changing inside now? It must just be Mark doing it to me. Maybe it just wasn’t right with exbf? And it certainly wasn’t when I was single… But I am so close to Mark already, even after only less than 3 months together, when I think of the future, I think of him.

Bro is thinking of going to Mexico at the end of the year, he is not sure how long for. He wants to join the Zappatista movement and make some difference in the world for things he believes in. Angus told us last night that he is going to Perth in 3 months, indefinitely for travel. So that leaves me in my house all alone at the end of the year. Which means Mark can move in, but will he want to live all the way over there?? I don’t know. It would mean he would have to drive a long way to work. But neither of us can afford the areas between my work and his, so one of us will have to drive a long way, or both. I already am from home to work I guess. Argh, it is months away, I should leave it up to the universe I think.

On another note, we want to go away for our birthdays. Any ideas from Aussies, for something inexpensive (relatively) that we can do for 3 nights? I will keep my thinking cap on for that one.

Love to all

~LIFE~

Ruminating has her interview today… I won’t be there, I feel REALLY bad!

New photos and other stuff

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Guess what? I had a really good weekend! Hehe.

Friday night, Ruminating came around, originally for dinner, but with her newfound Vegan type eating habits, it would have been a trifle difficult to please everyone and in the end we just sat around talking. Mark came over after a few hours and got to meet Ruminating for the first time, despite their phone conversation, they had never actually met. Seemed to go well, I had missed having her around :)

We contemplated buying some grog and having a few drinks, but settled on breaking my diet and having Hungry Jacks instead. Bad girl, I know LOL. The night ended up with videos, we watched Blow and then went to bed. Good movie! Despite the horrible Penelope Cruz. Is that her name? I forget.

Saturday we got up, went and picked up the Photos from the professional place. Mark wanted to go straight away to get a frame for his enlargement so we went to Brandon Park and got that done. Spotted some really good deals on meat and veges, so bought up for the next few days, and decided we would be pretty healthy for a bit :) Bought myself a nice tuna/salad sandwich for lunch, and a a crunchie shake from Wendy’s shhhhhhhHaha. Bad again.

I cooked some quick dinner, just chicken schnitzel sandwiches.

We decided to go and see Full Scale Deflection at Revolver, so I rang up to see what time they were on, not til 11:30! It was only 7ish by this stage!!! Enter a bottle of Beam and Gone in 60 Seconds. Great movie! I really enjoyed it. We couldn’t watch the end before we went to Revolver, ran out of time, but hey.

We had a ball for the rest of the night, FSD were fantastic, despite their refusal to play Crush, we yelled our asses off at them hehe. Anotherrace, welllllll, you can see my “review” on my website here if you want.

We left before they finished as the bimbo brigade was driving us insane and we had run out of money for alcohol.

We walked past a few places to eat on Chapel Street before deciding we were hungry and to stop at the next Hungry Jacks. We had just passed one, but hey, didn’t want to go back! And walking was cutting down our taxi fair back home.

We walked the length of Chapel Street.

We turned onto Toorak Road, and found, to our delight, ROADWORKS! That meant bouncing up and down on the sheets of plywood you had to cross to get to the ATM! We treated them as trampolines for a while, having fun, and marvelled that our legs felt just like when you get out of a really fast elevator for a while, childish I know. We weren’t really drunk, but we were trying our damndest!

We walked the length of Toorak Road, finding a hub cap along the way which led to Mark and Karl playing Frisbees. We hung our jackets off our heads like capes and pretended to be superheroes, til the cold disallowed any further such nonensical activities.

We kept walking, an hour had passed.

We finally reached Hungry Jacks on Kings Way… oh we worship though burgers HJ’s!!

Chatted happily to the manager at 3am as he managed to serve our always complicated, frustrating order with great aplomb (I really like that word, think it is the first time i have ever used it!). I mentioned we had walked from Revolver, and he laughed incredulously and informed us there is a HJ’s right near there, I know I said, but we had already passed it, and didn’t want to turn around! D’uh! LMAO.

We got home about 4am after catching a taxi from HJ’s. Watched the end of Gi60s and went to bed.

Sunday we cleaned the house! I even did the fridge! Aren’t I a good girl? Stayed at Mark’s the night, watched Big Brother eviction, blah blah, it is really crap. I was glad Damien left thouhg, might get to see Mirrorball cry a bit more on the few occasions I tune in. *evil grin*

Had phenomenal sex and went to sleep LOL.

And now, here we are, Monday morning at work. *sigh* and the server is down AGAIN! *big sighs*

Off to scan my photos I think for the album :)

Nearly Hometime or TGIF

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I spent most of the day in a committe meeting about (–I removed the name of the event as I just realised I don’t want people to find this page by searching for it!–) as my boss is interstate. It was actually pretty good! I am too vocal sometimes though, I am sure they all thought I was a wanker! But oh well.

Ruminating is coming over for dinner tonight and I am going bowling with S and some others tomorrow night, Mark too of course! LOL.

AH fuckit, I am not in the mood for writing. Think I will go tease my MSN flirt buddy somewhat and interrupt his BAS statement.