Hangs head into her hand and cries

That is all I feel like doing today. Nothing is going right work wise, I am doing my utmost best to make sure things run properly around here, but no one else cooperates on their end. We ran this promotion a few months ago where anyone who bought a particular shower got a free 6 month subscription to Home Beautiful magazine, well HB haven’t invoiced us so we haven’t paid so no one got their damn magazine. We won’t pay til we get an invoice, they keep saying they have sent it, but it isn’t here. And I am the one getting irate phone calls and letters from customers telling us how disappointed they are in our company.

Whimpers

And this price list had to be issued like, NOW, and my boss STILL hasn’t done the prices for it, I have all the images ready to go and the tables set up for the prices, but he hasn’t done it. It is supposed to be effective March 2002, well that ends on SUNDAY!!!

Curls into fetal position

And I have $18 in the bank to last me til I get paid, which could be tomorrow night, in which case everything will be fine, or it could be Tuesday after Easter, which means I am screwed because I have to get to this wedding on Sunday which will cost about $50 in petrol. I don’t even want to go, I don’t have $50. When I do get paid, 90% of it is committed to car rego and bills and loan payments, I won’t even have enough for petrol and food for the next 2 weeks

Curses her bad budgeting

Mark tells me hewon’t let me starve, he will pay for me for things, but I don’t want him to, I have NEVER been dependent on anyone and I don’t want to be. I already owe him $50 for paying my parking fine and he has paid for SO MUCH since I met him I feel terrible. He earns the same as I do, he pays the same rent and bills and loan payments, so why am I so screwed? I don’t go out that much… I don’t get it!!

Smacks self out of it

On another note, I am pretty happy in every other respect. Mark and I talked about finances and possibly living together if my bro goes oversea like he is planning later in the year, neither of us is in any hurry though.

We sat up the other night trying to set an anniversary date for ourselves. Do we go with first email? First chat? First kiss? First sex? First saying I love you? First present? What??? LOL!! We settled on first intimate conversation involving the “L” word, now i just have to read back through this and figure out when that was LOL!!!