4:04PM – I can’t play this game

Are you listening to me LIFE? I don’t want to play anymore. I am on my knees with my hands bent backwards screaming MERCY please MERCY… but you aren’t playing by the rules. You are forcing me to endure this without end… cruel bitch.

I just want to crawl home with my tail between my legs admitting I wasn’t good enough to take you on, admitting that I am lost and out of my depth with no idea where to go from here.

I am sorry! I am screaming my sorrow at your deaf ears.

I made my mess. I can damn well play in it.

10 thoughts on “4:04PM – I can’t play this game

  1. =(

    jebus, what a night/day (timezones.blah)

    im really sorry. im trying to get my msn up so i can talk to you, but its not working. things will get better, just hang in there.

    {{hugs}}

  2. sigh.

    as much as this hurts, it has to happen..

    I know you know that.

    you will be stronger because of it and you *will* find the prince charming that is right for you!

    sorry..everything is so painful at the moment :/

    I love stationary too :)

  3. Sorry for disappearing on MSN like that earlier. First my internet connection died and then my computer crashed, and it took me ages to get it going again. Maybe we can chat tomorrow.

    By the way, those flowers are still breathing…

  4. I like your last entry about LIFE. Sometimes I feel the exact same way too. I just wanna run away and hide from it all. IBite told me to come check out your diary(we’re pals in real life). She said you write well and I must agree!! You write good hehe*hugz*

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