I stalked her tonight. Misty. The one whom I chatted, and talked, with, on omegle, and on the phone. SHE stalked me first. Just this morning. when I logged on to my Twitter acc, I’ve noticed that someone requested to follow me. I clicked it, and I saw that whoever it was has a lot […]

Hatest Letter Of The Alphabet

So, I’ve met this girl on Omegle. Her name’s Misty. Cute, right? Yes? No? For me it’s hella cute. I really like her name. Misty, how do I describe her? For starters, she’s weird, but has been so, so sweet to me. I don’t know what we are, if we’re just friends or maybe, something […]


I long for love. No, not love, but for an adventure. Not just any kind of adventure that travels around the world, but far beyond it. I don’t even know what I’m saying right now. It’s just that, I don’t have anything to do, and I’m bored. With my life, with everything. It’s like I […]


Hi, long time no post. Haha. I’ve been busy for the last couple of weeks, and by busy, I mean “not” busy. I just get lazy everytime I think about posting. I haven’t told you about what happened between us, with JC. Well, I’d rather not talk about it, but long story short: he said […]

Been Brave…But Not Enough

The title says it all. I’ve been brave today, considering the letter that I’ve given to him. The letter? That I’ve been talking about? Yes. I gave it to him today. This should make me feel better, because I went out of my way, and gave the letter which contains my thoughts about him. This […]

Past and Present

I’m already sleepy, but I’m reminiscing about the past–about the day we first talked. Not face to face though. We just chatted on messenger. And it’s kinda funny how everything in the past could somehow change drastically today, in the present, like in the 60’s or 80’s, or whatever year before the 20th century, they […]

Should I? Should I Not?

So, I really don’t know what to do to HIM. If I should go straight to him and talk, or wait for him to come out of his shell, to stop being shy, and talk to me first instead. Should I make the first move? But, I’m the girl, he’s the guy, and guys should […]


I have a massive headache right now. It feels like everytime I stand up, or just move slightly to my left to adjust my sitting position while I type this (kidding, my position is PERFECT), an invisible hammer is pounding my brain into a flat, I don’t know, plane, but even though I have a […]

So Many Things To Do, So Little Time

School is right around the corner–that is, if I will be ALLOWED to GO to school. By the Dean. Whom I wrote a reconsideration letter to, because my status now is debarred, because of my grades, and I’m just waiting for her to contact me to know that I got her approval to enroll for the second semester. […]


So. It’s the 4th of January today, the fourth day of a new year, a new beginning, a new chapter of my life, and I’m here, writing all of these down in a stupid-but-not-so-stupid-(but i want to call this stupid)-and-I-think-it’s-actually-very-cute-and-cool-except-the-site’s-name-which-started-at-deardiary-like-what-the-hell-even-is-that-so-I’m-gonna-call-this-journal journal. I don’t even know what to say, or where to begin, but I’ll start […]